I failed my first practical by 1 freaking point!!! Ugh it sucked so badly but I didn't feel that bad because over half the class failed as well. I don't know school was just getting to me so badly the last two weeks. I was so close to just quiting but then I got some papers back and realized that I'm actually doing okay in my classes. It just lifted my spirits knowing that my grades are still okay and I am still passing the program. I still think they put too much pressure on us in this program but what can I do. I've been so stressed out lately and my family life isn't helping much either. We are stuck in a sticky situation with my neighbor who is my sister's best friend and more like a sister to me. I hate seeing people in pain and knowing that there is nothing I can do to make it better. I think my anti-anxiety meds need to be increased because I'm still feeling the stress of anxiety right now.
However, in other news..the good news...I got water boy!! Yesterday I went in there and he asked for my number, we've been talking ever since. I knew I felt a connection with him since the first time I saw him. We are literally perfect for one another, we like the same things and we both like each other. I'm so happy about this but I keep thinking that I'm going to wake up and it will all be a dream. I guess you really do find someone when you least expect it and in places you least expect to find someone. We shall see where this goes..
Peace & Love
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