Well I got that letter...and I didn't make it :( Doesn't say why I didn't make it it just says I wasn't selected. It makes me more mad than sad, I mean I put so much hard work into trying to get accepted this time around and I still didn't get in. I had everything that they needed plus 5 years of experience, you'd think that would be enough. I have a feeling that all the spots went to in county students and since I am out of county I was put on the back burner. So there goes my hope of becoming a PTA I think, I don't think I'm going to try again in a year but we shall see. I'm getting to the point where I'm tired of school and I just want to work now so maybe that's a sign saying I'm not meant for this job after all. A lot of people are asking if all these past classes that I took were a waste of my time and I don't think so. I don't regret taking any of them, I learned a lot and I definitely can take the knowledge wherever I may go.
So now my job hunting begins, I'm looking for a full time job in the health care area. I'm looking at hospitals, doctor offices, that kind of thing. I already applied for a job with the oncology center at a hospital near me. Maybe that is where I am supposed to be, I don't know where I'm going anymore. It's so hard not knowing what you are anymore. I have been described as a future PTA student for the past year and a half and now all of a sudden I'm nothing again. I'm getting ready to leave for work soon, so this will be interesting to see what all my patients have to say about the matter. I know a lot of people are going to be mad that I was selected.
Peace & Love
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